
The Same Dream (Resurrection 2026)
loveshadow
So I waited a few hours to upload this as at the exact same time 12 months ago, 29th Sep 2025 I was on an operating table having heart surgery, that should have been successful. However after a 7 hour procedure and in ICU recovery there was a major problem so they did it again under emergency.
My survival since has been brutal and hard but honestly down to a few people close to me, who stuck by and with me through some dark painful months and long nights.
I also have a debt of heartfelt gratitude to my close friends, who gave me so much love,support , humour and the confidence to endure and prevail.
That has continued and Snowflake was and has been one of them.
I no longer have the body I used to and still have challenges but just being able to create this mix is something I thought I would not be capable of a few months ago.
I used to say something was trying to kill me, I know now, something and someone was trying to keep me alive.
(Note: I could not find the stem link in the mix box, but the pell is from this ,https://ccmixter.org/files/snowflake/34503, not the sample I had to reference)
My survival since has been brutal and hard but honestly down to a few people close to me, who stuck by and with me through some dark painful months and long nights.
I also have a debt of heartfelt gratitude to my close friends, who gave me so much love,support , humour and the confidence to endure and prevail.
That has continued and Snowflake was and has been one of them.
I no longer have the body I used to and still have challenges but just being able to create this mix is something I thought I would not be capable of a few months ago.
I used to say something was trying to kill me, I know now, something and someone was trying to keep me alive.
(Note: I could not find the stem link in the mix box, but the pell is from this ,https://ccmixter.org/files/snowflake/34503, not the sample I had to reference)